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Re: Not quite
Posted By: Robert N Pruden In Response To: Not quite (Brian Nystrom)
Date: Saturday, 11 December 2004, at 2:30 p.m.
: While I haven't paddled inadvertently over any waterfalls, I've been in many
: situations while ice climbing where I was scared silly, but choked it
: back, maintained control and got through it. The emotional discipline
: required to control my fear and remain calm in the face of potentially
: deadly circumstances was one of the things that attracted me to the sport.
: As you know, there is an amazing clarity that one experiences in such
: situations that simply cannot be duplicated in daily life.So true, Bryan. That accidental run over through the rapids is like a video in my mind that I can replay whenever I want with total clarity. I was never attracted to the sport for those experiences, it just happened. I've always enjoyed being very physical but never wanted any activity that I engaged in to be life-threatening, I'm just not wired that way. Yet, things happen and when they do you have to react. I have been surprised a few times in my life with how my instincts kick in to do the right thing when I got into trouble. This happens because I read a lot about a myriad of subject, survival one of those subjects, and I can apply it when I need to without thinking.
: I don't fear death, either, but I also have no particular desire to die any
: time soon. A serious cycling injury a few years back has changed my
: self-view somewhat. It woke me up to the fact that I'm not indestructable
: and that injury or death can happen at any time. There's nothing quite
: like having your beliefs tempered with a hard dose of reality. There's a
: balance to be struck between challenge, risk and enjoyment. Admittedly,
: I've scaled back the risk percentage a few points over the years, but I'm
: having a lot more fun.Same here.
: I would never try to discourage you from doing what you love, be it solo
: kayak trips or whatever. If you're injured or die while doing it, it's
: your choice. Just don't kid yourself about your ability to defend yourself
: against bears with a knife, that's all. Bravado won't save you and it may
: well mislead you into putting yourself at greater risk.I will never kid myself, just defend myself to the best of my ability. I worry more about human encounters along the way than I do animal. Animals behave basically, humans are more wiley and therefore less predictable.
It's been an interesting discussion, I'll digest this for a while. Thanks for the intensity and the words of caution, I am sure I'll heed them moreso now than I did two years ago. Then again, I heeded them two years ago, just ran out of good luck.
Robert N Pruden
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